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So, I don't know why I really woke up at 7am today. It's sunday and I have a possibility to sleep in. Still, I woke up fully awake and couldn't go back to sleep. One reason can be that I was extremely tired last night and fall asleep on the couch at 9pm so I decided to go to bed instead. Another reason can be that I really, really need to study today because I have a task for school that should've been finished on Friday night. I'm still not done, in fact, I haven't really started it yet, so I got a little anxiety and freak out about that at the moment. Probably my anxiety is because of that task which made me wake up at 7am a Sunday morning.

On the bright side though, I find it kind of relaxing to wake up at this time today. I was about to enjoy a lovely November morning, so I lit som candles and put on some soft new music I discovered and it really made me relax and enjoy this Sunday morning. In a while I think I'll go down to the gas station five minutes away from where I live and buy myself some nice newly baked bread and have breakfast. Maybe I'll buy some eggs too! After that I will study the whole day today. Until, then I will just sit here and start the day to get ready for a day of studies.

In the evening I really should go visit my dad since it's Father's Day today. haven't really bought him anything though. But, maybe let him enjoy my presence is a good enough Father's Day gift for him this year?. We'll see!

So, yeah! That's what my Sunday today will consist of. Study and celebrating daddy!

Apart from that my life is moving on quite smoothly, I must say! I am still enjoying living my life and I don't want anything in the world to change that. As the headline of this post is saying, at the moment I love to be alive and live and to spread love all around me. I am in fact making love to the world! ;) There is one thing though, that I am quite bummed about. Mostly it's about myself, and I am mad at myself for being so goddamn impatient when it comes to dating and relationships. I want everything to happen at once. I can't seem to wait and slow it down to se where it all leads. I am so worried that it will lead to that the guy thinks I am too pushy and/or needy and lose his interest in me. And I don't want that to happen! I know that I think way too much! :P But, I don't know why I do this things that I just explained. If it is because I want a relationship so badly or if it is because I actually like the guy I am seeing at the moment? I hope, and hopefully it is so, that it is because of the second option. For some reason I think it is, because I think I really like this guy. I just feel so happy but weird! :)

As I said earlier it is already November, which means it is soon time for Christmas again! I am really looking forward to it this year, now when I have my cat and everything!

Speaking of my cat reminds me that I really have to call a vet for him very soon. We have to do castrate him soon which frightens me because it seems to be so painful for him. But at the same time I know that it is more painful for him to let go, because he's an indoor cat so it's not like he's got a millions of opportunities to go outdoors and find a she-cat to multiply with. So, that has to be done aswell, which is going to cost me some more money. Which means, no christmas gifts from me this year! Or maybe I can afford that, and instead don't care to go to the dentist and let my teeth fall apart, lol. But, you have to prioritize, and I rather do what is best for my cat than what is best for me because without my cat I would be more lonely than I am. He's such a great company and I love him to death! He's the sweetest cat in the whole wide world! :)

Also, last weekend I was doing a mini travel to visit my friend in Germany. I was going by plane on Friday morning and stayed until Monday morning. I had a great time in Germany. I got to see Hannover, which is the city where my friend lives. We did some shopping, went to pubs in the evenings to drink beer and I practised my German. Surprisingly I remembered more from my school German than I was expecting. So, now I have decided to take up my studies in German once again. So hopefully sometimes in the future I can also be a teacher in German. That would be great aswell since swedish schools are screaming for language teachers.

As a finish for this entry I put up a photo of myself from my weekend in Hannover. The most fascinating thing about my travel to Germany was that inside of Hannover there was a lake. Me and my friend, Claudia, were going there on Sunday the 1st November. There was a coffeeshop and a terrace next to the water where you could sit and drink coffee.

( We did that, and there's from where this picture is taken: )

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